September 2, 2021 at 4:45 AM #9399
Hello everyone! I had a very odd experience with someone who is suffering from schizophrenia. He is taking 2 pills a day and is stable. Now here comes the odd part. The first thing I’ve noticed were two things: his lazy nature and his faint aggression but I didn’t got worried. In time I understood that he had some “powers” but when I’ve asked him about them he always says he doesn’t know what I am talking about. This may or not be true. During the time we spent together around 2 months every day the whole day and night, I started to get sick like I never was before. But while I got sick I started to feel drained spiritually. I didn’t think too much about that but after a month in I started to notice that my hands and feet were hurting. During this time he said many times that when he sleeps he dreams about a bunch of people ganging up on him and trying to kill him. During this time while I was sleeping I started to have dreams with episodes where he appeard and strange and scary things happend. The only dream I still remember clearly was that we were both on vacation in Taliban for some reason and I tried my best to explain to him that I didn’t feel safe to go out in the streets. In my dream he was kinda smiling and jolting my worries. Later on I had some moments where I would get upset about something during the day and at night I felt that upset feeling being eaten by something. Nevertheless I started to have less and less energy and emotions during the day. It is easily to imagine that during the time we dated we did “some things” together. The odd thing was that after more than an month now my libido disappeard. Plus the infection that got me sick spread in my entire body and no antibiotic I tried seemed to work and if it did it became resistant after 7 days again something that was odd. Around 2 months in and I realized that my eyes are not working anymore. The seemed fine but when I looked around I had no idea what I was seeing. Everything in my mind was blank. Another strange thing was that during this time I had more than one time a bad premonition that something bad is about to happen but I’ve ignored it. After the incident with my eyes I started to feel more and more weird and I got lucky since he had some business to take care of for a few days and during this time I realized that both my spiritual and life energy has been drained and not on the surface, it went really deep. I felt still weak during facetime with him and he again said that he is doing nothing. So of course I’ve stopped seeing him for my own safety. Now what I have experienced was that during the last week I had to see that not only I got sucked spiritually but also my life energy deteriorated. Old wounds I had from 4 years ago started to pop up again and the infection that I’ve experienced is still there especially in my mouth, gums, teeth, tongue nose. My explanation is that he destroyed important centers in my body like the throat, chest, feet, hands and genital parts. What is odd is that I had pain while recovering so this is why I think that my life energy was also shattered. For me it felt like I was shot with blind bullets and had no time to react and notice it coming. I really don’t understand how this happened, because usually if we are talking about drainage your energy would go somewhere and be consumed but I didn’t see that. What I am questioning is if he is possessed by a bad spirit and that is the reason I got so sick and damaged. I never heard or experienced something so traumatising. I really hope I can understand what has happened to me. Thanks!September 6, 2021 at 4:40 PM #9415
Sounds to me like a spiritual vampire, although I don’t know. You need to clear yourself of the energies that come through him and protect yourself.
These are the words I say to clear and protect myself. I borrowed them from a former spiritual teacher and a book I read.
“To all uninvited influences in my aura, I send love and light. You are each whole and healed. You were each created as love and light and you are still love and light. You each feel no pain now and you are not afraid. You each have a perfect place to go and I ask my higher self to take you there now. Each of you go in peace.”
Another one is, “I clear myself and my aura of all negative energies and uninvited influences. I surround and protect myself in Love and Light.”
I do this in the morning when I wake up and at night before I go to sleep.
My brother had prescription drug induced schizophrenia which interacted with the fundamentalist teachings of the church we were raised in. He became very violent. He lost himself entirely.
You were wise to pull away from this guy.
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