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Hi, I have always had an interest in the spiritual world but I never really believed that I had a part in it. But now I’m beginning to think differently.
For some background, I have always been very emotional and in tune with how others around me are feeling, so much so that I begin to feel their emotions intensely. I have always cried when hearing sad news and have been told that it is too much. At funerals I feel everyone’s pain and always seem to be the most upset, even if I want that close to the deceased. This can come off as insensitive and so I avoid attending them if I can. I can feel intense joy when witnessing others’ joy and I feel emotionally exhausted after spending time around other people for any length of time. I began to suffer with migraines as a child and these have carried on into adulthood and I will often experience aura and tinnitus as symptoms. I am a Birth worker and as part of my job I am responsible for preventing or detecting when things have gone or are going wrong. Often, I can’t explain why I do what I, it’s often just a gut feeling.
Recently, I have been feeling physical pain when I cry, like something is pulling really hard on my chest. And these crying spells have become more frequent as I have begun to socialise more as lockdown has eased. It’s been getting me down a lot and the other day I decided to research suicide. I didn’t want to turn to that but in that moment I felt it was my only option. As I was reading, I began to cry uncontrollably. I kept wiping away the tears and ignoring my feelings, determined to read the article I had found. Suddenly the tears stopped and I got a high pitched ringing in my right ear only, it was steady and intensified, getting louder. As soon as I closed the article, the timing stopped. And then I remembered seeing something online about a connection between tinnitus and spiritual messages so I started to read more about it. Which has led me to here!
I feel like a crazy person even posting this, but could it be that the ringing was a spiritual connection telling me to stop looking at suicide, and if it is, is this something I should pursue? Or am I really losing my mind?
Chloe,
I do not believe you are “losing your mind”. It sounds to me like you are an emotional empath and should definitely start seeking to understand your true nature. You are beginning to awaken from the dream. I just found this website myself and am really excited about finally having others to share with. I typically would not be reaching out….I do not have facebook or any type of social media, but your email pulled some heart strings. Hang in there…..it sounds like you have embarked on a new adventure for yourself!
Try to be more alone in order to connect with yourself deeply, and do meditation in order to clear your mind, try to be less analytical about what is happening to you, try to surrender on the fact it’s nothing wrong with you, you just need to trust your instincts or your feelings. Don’t force yourself to do things you don’t want to do nor be around of negative or toxic people….. try to be more outside,go to the mountains,beach or park, smile more of them, be happy and the best shield against everything is LOVE YOUR SELF.
I hope this can help you, and welcome to the super heroes empathic worldHello Chloe,
my name is Illura and coming from my background what speaks to me mostly from your story is that your level of sensitivity is causing you to suffer so much.
There are ways of working with your senses that can greatly help in reducing the amount of impact everything has on you.
I will keep it short as I have to go, but if you are interested in connecting to the information i share on my youtube channel please feel free to check it out.
On this channel I help people learn how to manage themselves by learning how to release constrictions, which includes constrictions in the senses and also tips on how to develop your healers consciousness and body.
You may also really like the deeply releasing guided meditations I post.
Please find the link below.
The Purest Light To You Chloe!
Illurahttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UChr2bPOWBw-fdnINn0Va3rQ?sub_confirmation=1
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