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My Soul finding starts since I started to know my own name..
I have operated face not in big effects but yes on a smaller section
Always got insulted from people for face marks and their point of view related my this unlucky in terms of looks as a girl this and that so many opinions, suggestions
At other side myself always were finding something in me which my intuitions’ always saying from inside am special.
I fought for very small things in life to stay with mom, to be in friend zone which was always very normal and easily available for other friends near me..
me and myself always finding something sometimes inside and sometimes outside..
I always feels am blessed, special. since I never got satisfaction in personal pace.
with lots of struggle I have achieved all things at last but still something was incomplete inside something was begging all the time to make me complete, I was feeling very alone, very week.
Everyday I do Shiva Sadhna from last 8 years. I always talks everything to my Mahadeva,
I write letter to him every night shares everything with him but still my heart wanted something to satisfy. Suddenly I got one person as friend at my work which became my best friend before 2 year. I started to feel very complete very satisfied from inside emotionally, mentally..
After few days I started to fight with him also.. I never be with any person more than a one year in my whole life except Mahadeva and family.
I felt very blessed at last I got one best friend but suddenly I left him and I used to get his voice at night in dreams…I started to feel his pain, birds pain, dogs pain any person which comes front of me with any of challenges..
I started to feel their pain and nothing else I started to give them a just one small blessing from my heart I just started to discuss this all with my Bholenath in my night written call.
Life journey started towards enlightenment from that first one small blessing
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